cammminaj:

This Boy Has Been There For Me For 3 Years He’s Been Through Bad Stuff And Good! I Wouldn’t Change Him For The World He’s The Most Loving And Caring Boy In The World! I Can’t Wait Until I Get To Take Your Last Name Because I Know It’ll Be The Most Perfect Day Of My Life! Your My Soulmate And My Rock:3 I Love You Baby Boy!<3

Love my princess so much :*

cammminaj:

This Boy Has Been There For Me For 3 Years He’s Been Through Bad Stuff And Good! I Wouldn’t Change Him For The World He’s The Most Loving And Caring Boy In The World! I Can’t Wait Until I Get To Take Your Last Name Because I Know It’ll Be The Most Perfect Day Of My Life! Your My Soulmate And My Rock:3 I Love You Baby Boy!<3

Love my princess so much :*



templumpuerorum:

http://templumpuerorum.tumblr.com

Had an orgasm when I saw this not going to lie

Had an orgasm when I saw this not going to lie


If my son were gay

If my son were gay,
I’d slap him
With a nice high five.
Because coming out to your dad,
Takes balls that most men don’t have.

If my son were gay,
I’d beat the hell out of him.
Because he said he was better than me
At Super Smash.
(He basically was asking
For me to kick his ass.)

If my son were gay,
I’d kick him out of the house.
Because why waste June on video games,
When there are sports to be played?
And just because he likes making out with boys,
Doesn’t mean he can’t tackle the shit out of them, too.

If my son were gay,
I’d call him a douche.
But only because this morning,
He ate the last peanut butter cup in the house.
(The jerk knows they’re my favorite.)

If my son were gay,
I’d still give him the talk.
I just wouldn’t have to worry about a baby in nine months.

If my son were gay,
I’d make fun of what he wears.
Because damn, son,
Those heels don’t go with that dress.

If my son were gay,
I’d tell him to be proud.
Because you’re human no matter the gender
On the other side of your mouth.

If my son were gay,
Nothing would be different at all.
Except that twenty years down the line,
I’ll be expecting a handsome son-in-law.





Just chilling in the hospital gardens :)

Just chilling in the hospital gardens :)


Happy Today :’)

Yesterday I got a one of leave under section 17 for two hours (although I kind of stayed out for four hours instead) I had things to do like I went and met this awesome guy, which I should of probably stayed away from doing as I always use relationships to mask my problems, but I’m not putting my problems to the side anymore and facing them, so this shouldn’t become a problem.

They thought that my leave went good as I returned happy which is a good thing and they are now reviewing more regular leave everyday for me today so hopefully the doctor gives me something nice and regular with plenty of time each day.

That would make me even happier but things in my mind are starting to become more stable and I can actually see a future again, so that must be a good thing anyway.



I GET TO LEAVE THE HOSPITAL

Not like completely leave unfortunately…. But the doctor just approved a one off leave for a few hours today for me today to see how I get on. And from there they are going to give me more regular leave as long as this one goes fine and they have no concerns :)

So that’s a positive I guess anything to get out of here for a few hours will make me happy :) Which also means I’m aloud my god damn shoe laces back and can finally wear shoes again -.-



Still in hospital

Uhhhh….. This is torture being stuck in here although on the bright side I’m finally off one-to-one constant supervision and it was downgraded to intermittent supervision which I guess is a lot better since I never notice them checking on me now and I finally have my privacy back and can do things without being watched every second of the day.

Spoke to the doctors this morning and they are getting me started on Psychotherapy while I’m in hospital and it will be continued once I’m back in the community. They are also looking at to start giving me some escorted leave starting from wednesday if everything goes fine from now until then.

So slowly getting there, they are also sorting out other things for me such as housing and I won’t be discharged until they have a flat set up for me to move into nearby the hospital to continue with me treatment once I’m in the community.

Starting to regain some hope I guess and slowly getting there but I just need to keep my head down and do what they say for now and hopefully start earning there trust so I can get some unescorted leave and do my own thing.